Heart's cry

oh love, why did you have to go??

Leaving me all alone, all by my own,

why didn't i recognize you??

why did you behave so good when all you were rude,

why did you promise me your heart,

and act so smart when all in a fact you were a retard,

why can't you see d little pieces of my heart,

so hard to pick up those broken one's

that you have scattered on the ground,

why can't you feel my pain,

tears filled my clothes with stains and hurt inside my viens??

why did you leave me not to see a single star,

but a billion scars,

single moon but broken soon,

no hope but only tears that drop.....

Its Strange.....

Thngs r very strange. The life s strange i must say...
thngs happens.....n wid tym dey left a imprint on us, which causes or make us cry..
m nt writtin a poem bt sumthin in my head buggin me up at dis tym f nyt its 1 n i want to write so many thngs, so much i've got in my head.
Iwent thru d main tide n nw i've got a feelin dat nw may b loosin sum1 wont touch me so much lyk it did to me distym, i knw m feelin pathetic n miserable bt who cares cuz d world wants us to smile awl d tym cuz dey thnk dat " hea she goes again braggin abt her pains n feelins" its bullshit to people.....
Everbody's got different thinkin n wat dey knw of it is hw to impose it on others, bt no1 cares abt wat i think, wat i want, wat i feel.
Its worth to feel our pain bt its useless to feel others pain....
M d frustrated person whose jst dunno wat she's writtin in her post jst sum words dunno wat it comes out bt suely sum f my feelins do come out...
Iam tryin as hard to settle up things wid my lyf n my mind, may b sumday i'll b achievin success in it,
thnku.. f ur bearin my frustration n d annoyence m facin.... toodles gudnyt....

The Unspoken.....

Nothing is broken
But my memory of days gone by,
Sadness of words unspoken
I know you’re not really gone
Because your love lives on

1 Last wish......

Wish i could keep u much longer...
i know u gotta go cuz u got things to do..
wish i could keep u much longer
now u to busy fr me boy.......
u spread ur wings n learnd to fly all alone.......
bt m still standing down
n waiting fr u take me wid u in ur arms........

Darkness in d nite
i'll find dat lite fr u......
as long as i hv got eyes
i'll hv a sight fr u
long as i'm alive baby i'd die fr u
i wanna b wid u

Wish i could stop by
n may b say "hi"
wish i could just stop by
and lay by ur side

Wish i could keep u so much longer.......... :(

Morning Motivation..........

When i woke up this morning lying in bed, I was asking myself;
What are some of the secrets of success in life?
I found the answer right there, in my very room........
The Fan said..... Be cool
The Roof said..... Aim high
The Window said.... See the world
The Clock said........ Every minute is precious
The Mirror said..... Reflect before you act
The Calendar said... Be up-to-date
The Door said...... Push hard for your goals
Carry a heart that never hates.
Carry a smile that never fades.
Carry a touch that never hurts.

A Feeling called REGRET.....

My God, why did you take my Grandmother?
Angles took the wrong one - not her.
Regret is a feeling that I feel everyday;
You took her from me, and I didn't say -

"I Love You, Grandmaa," in my own way;
Only to hear her say it back to me.
God, why couldn't you just let us be?
She didn't deserve to die;
Didn't deserve to be in pain,
Only to leave me here asking you why -
Night after night when I cry in vain.

A tribute to my grandmaa......

Life sux right nw........
I was havin my collg's frsher's party n i became miss fresher f my collg.....fr my departmnt, on one side i ws becumin miss fresher n on d othr side i gt d news abt my grandmaa dat she s no more..everythin ws on hault at dat tym.......ghosh i cldnt belv it...d last tym i ws ready to go 2 jaipur she said dat she will b waitin fr me.........n she loves me a lot.....n suddenly dis news my family hided d thng dat she ws unwell n den i gt d shockin news............d worst thng ws in her last breath she ws reciting my name....n she closed her eyes sayin my name.....n i wsnt wid her.......m feelin miserable also fr nt knowin her importnc n also misbehavin wid her being rude wid her though she cared a lot abt me......everytime......i just hope her soul lives in peace nw n hope she forgives me fr my awl mistakes n words n actiions dat must hv hurt her a lot......
iam so sorry daddi......