Hidden mystery behind words..

Iife s full ov fear....

2011-06-18T12:08:00.000-07:00

If they dont get u today, they'll will get you tomorrow. If they don't get you here, they'll get you somewhere else. It doesn't matter whether you're a queen or president. Life is a very thin thread. It onli takes a second to snap it.

Awl abt ur feelings.............

2010-11-13T06:57:00.000-08:00

I dream abt u,

I wish 4 u,

I think abt u,

I want u,

I need u

.................. bt in d end wat matters s wat u feel........

Strange.........

2010-09-05T07:41:00.000-07:00

It feels strange...to feel d importnc f thngs wich u thot wer neva imp. to u.....

Its a strange feeling..... if it kept beneath insyd u, dis feelin s screwin.....

i try to erase it.... bt how....?????

feelins r unerasable..... n how hard v try, it goes in waste... u'll tremble fr it....

bt nthin happens.... i hope 1 day..... thngs will soon b at its place.....

Heart's cry

2010-06-14T08:43:00.000-07:00

oh love, why did you have to go??

Leaving me all alone, all by my own,

why didn't i recognize you??

why did you behave so good when all you were rude,

why did you promise me your heart,

and act so smart when all in a fact you were a retard,

why can't you see d little pieces of my heart,

so hard to pick up those broken one's

that you have scattered on the ground,

why can't you feel my pain,

tears filled my clothes with stains and hurt inside my viens??

why did you leave me not to see a single star,

but a billion scars,

single moon but broken soon,

no hope but only tears that drop.....

Its Strange.....

2010-06-08T11:44:00.000-07:00

Thngs r very strange. The life s strange i must say...
thngs happens.....n wid tym dey left a imprint on us, which causes or make us cry..
m nt writtin a poem bt sumthin in my head buggin me up at dis tym f nyt its 1 n i want to write so many thngs, so much i've got in my head.
Iwent thru d main tide n nw i've got a feelin dat nw may b loosin sum1 wont touch me so much lyk it did to me distym, i knw m feelin pathetic n miserable bt who cares cuz d world wants us to smile awl d tym cuz dey thnk dat " hea she goes again braggin abt her pains n feelins" its bullshit to people.....
Everbody's got different thinkin n wat dey knw of it is hw to impose it on others, bt no1 cares abt wat i think, wat i want, wat i feel.
Its worth to feel our pain bt its useless to feel others pain....
M d frustrated person whose jst dunno wat she's writtin in her post jst sum words dunno wat it comes out bt suely sum f my feelins do come out...
Iam tryin as hard to settle up things wid my lyf n my mind, may b sumday i'll b achievin success in it,
thnku.. f ur bearin my frustration n d annoyence m facin.... toodles gudnyt....

The Unspoken.....

2010-06-07T02:45:00.000-07:00

Nothing is broken
But my memory of days gone by,
Sadness of words unspoken
I know you’re not really gone
Because your love lives on

1 Last wish......

2010-04-14T02:33:00.000-07:00

Wish i could keep u much longer...
i know u gotta go cuz u got things to do..
wish i could keep u much longer
now u to busy fr me boy.......
u spread ur wings n learnd to fly all alone.......
bt m still standing down
n waiting fr u take me wid u in ur arms........

Darkness in d nite
i'll find dat lite fr u......
as long as i hv got eyes
i'll hv a sight fr u
long as i'm alive baby i'd die fr u
i wanna b wid u

Wish i could stop by
n may b say "hi"
wish i could just stop by
and lay by ur side

Wish i could keep u so much longer.......... :(

Morning Motivation..........

2009-12-26T07:42:00.000-08:00

When i woke up this morning lying in bed, I was asking myself;
What are some of the secrets of success in life?
I found the answer right there, in my very room........
The Fan said..... Be cool
The Roof said..... Aim high
The Window said.... See the world
The Clock said........ Every minute is precious
The Mirror said..... Reflect before you act
The Calendar said... Be up-to-date
The Door said...... Push hard for your goals
Carry a heart that never hates.
Carry a smile that never fades.
Carry a touch that never hurts.

A Feeling called REGRET.....

2009-10-17T11:05:00.000-07:00

My God, why did you take my Grandmother?
Angles took the wrong one - not her.
Regret is a feeling that I feel everyday;
You took her from me, and I didn't say -

"I Love You, Grandmaa," in my own way;
Only to hear her say it back to me.
God, why couldn't you just let us be?
She didn't deserve to die;
Didn't deserve to be in pain,
Only to leave me here asking you why -
Night after night when I cry in vain.

A tribute to my grandmaa......

2009-10-15T23:47:00.000-07:00

Life sux right nw........
I was havin my collg's frsher's party n i became miss fresher f my collg.....fr my departmnt, on one side i ws becumin miss fresher n on d othr side i gt d news abt my grandmaa dat she s no more..everythin ws on hault at dat tym.......ghosh i cldnt belv it...d last tym i ws ready to go 2 jaipur she said dat she will b waitin fr me.........n she loves me a lot.....n suddenly dis news my family hided d thng dat she ws unwell n den i gt d shockin news............d worst thng ws in her last breath she ws reciting my name....n she closed her eyes sayin my name.....n i wsnt wid her.......m feelin miserable also fr nt knowin her importnc n also misbehavin wid her being rude wid her though she cared a lot abt me......everytime......i just hope her soul lives in peace nw n hope she forgives me fr my awl mistakes n words n actiions dat must hv hurt her a lot......
iam so sorry daddi......

MY AWARD........

2009-09-28T09:31:00.000-07:00

I have been given this award by sunakshi m pleased to have this a very warm thanx to my kind freind for thinkin me capable of it..............
Rules for the award :
- List five current obsessions.
- Pass the award on to five more fabulous blogs.
- On your post of receiving this award, make sure you include the person that gave you the award and link it back to them.
- When you post your five winners, make sure you link them as well.
- Don’t forget to let your winners know they won an award from you by leaving a comment on their blog.

5 things iam obsessed about are-
1) Reading novels..
2) My cell phone
3)Music
4)Freinds
5) twilight

I would like to pass the award to........

Akshat,Sunakshi,Divyam Singhal, Anoop......

FREINDSHIP - LOVE

2009-09-28T01:36:00.000-07:00

Currently while i ws surfin thru websites for pics i gt 1........n der i found a separate column fr love pictures bt didnt found ne column fr frndship.......n i felt bad dat love is gvn mr priority dan frndship though bth r equal.....n frndship s wat i think s betta dan love......( ye meri thinkin i dun wanna hurt ne1) .........i found frndship a gr8 feelin i mean der ur nt bounded to do things.. fr u every person is equal bt in love ur bounded to do things sumtyms n in love u cnt treat every1 d way u use.........to.......
i didnt liked d thing dat is love is god gift (log kehte h) n frndship is a relatn which v make ourslf....i mean v fall in love ourself onli god dsnt cum n say to us come on child fall in love wid dis guy.....bt still its said love is creatd by god.......den who creatd frndship......
dese both feelings r creatd by ourselfs bt dey r treatd differently n i dun like dis......
( i wrote dis cuz i found it in d website dat dere wer so many pics on love bt very few on frndship...)

note- if nebody's feelings r hurt i apologise fr it nthin intentional.....

2009-09-27T09:15:00.000-07:00

hhhhmmmm......wat seems to b gud frm far away isnt necessarily gud.....
same case is wid me....i seem to b happy bt isnt necessary.......dat smile is true......
i ran away frm my native place to new place fr studyin jst to gt sum peace bt i guess my lyf cnt b peacefull.......troubles n sadness keeps followin me....
i thought i got gud frnds out der in jaipur der onli iam studyin.....bt it isnt true sum backstabbd me whch shockd me....i loved dem a lot as frnds bt wat outcumd ws truely shockin fr sumtym i shatrtered bt den i remembrd my real frnds n i gt d strength to fight dem......bt still hurts a lot wen u thnk d person is ur gud frnd bt on ur back dey arent ur true frnds.........nwadays i jst dun feel talkin to ne1....i jst sit alone n dunno wats happenin to me....SUM WOUNDS TAKE TIME TO HEAL...N SUMTYMS SOME WOUNDS DOESNT HEAL......

LIFE IS NOT EASY TO LIVE N CANNOT B LIVED D WAY WE WANT TO,.........

A right time.......

2009-09-27T08:23:00.000-07:00

For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.

Distance between us.......

2009-09-06T02:20:00.000-07:00

When it hurts so bad,
why does it feel so good?
I wish this all made sense,
I wish I understood.
Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside,
but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try.

You know how I feel about you,
and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you,
but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you.
Why does it gotta be so complicated?

Loving you feels so right,
but at the same time,
knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night.
I just want this to be simple,
I just want you here with me,
to look into your eyes,
be held in your arms...then I'd truly be happy.

Right now this distance between us is out of our control,
but I'm still hoping one day soon,
I'll get what I'm wishing for.

D new life......................

2009-08-20T23:11:00.000-07:00

hmmmmmmmmmm..............where to strt frm iam at jaipur in my college first tym out f my house n stayin in d hostel.....................dere is awl new xpernc in my life..............a xciting 1, iam njoyin a lot here............i mean i hv gt gud frnds.............n ryt nw m sittin in my computer lab fr computr period whr we r nt allowed to open net bt m d mischevious 1 who is doin d crime cnt stay more bt will share my xpercns soon........................bt iam lovin d life here.............bt missin d ppl i love specialli my bstst frnds.................lyk chinu,saxy,shona...........i love u my besties..............

tym to go byeeeeeeeeeee.............frnds..............

Who seemed 2 b so strong.......

2009-07-28T10:36:00.000-07:00

The girl who seemed unbreakable -- [ broke. ]
The girl who seemed so strong -- [ crumbled. ]
The girl who always laughed it off -- [ cried. ]
The girl who would never stop trying --

[ finally gave up. ]

Gone so soon..........

2009-07-28T10:27:00.000-07:00

You took chances
Once too many times.
As a child you thought -
"Oh no, never me."
Life is a gift,
Given and taken at some
Unknown time.
Your time came too soon -
Your life was over in a flash.
The fun you shared,
The joy you brought,
All just a memory -
Behind us.

Upredictable life.........

2009-07-27T10:39:00.000-07:00

hmmmmm..........huh...today 27th july is a very bad day.........
A new experience that tol me lyf is so damn unpredictable........
My brother's close frnd died in a strange accident due to rain....he jst went to put on his generator wen he ws caught by d monstrous electricity......dat tuk him away from every1.......
m jst worried abt my brother cnt stand to see my brother upset.....its so damn hard to see him......
even i use to like his frnd as a brother.......he ws a nyc guy i hope his soul rests in peace.....
may god bless him........

Life is all about ourself......

2009-07-27T10:28:00.000-07:00

When bad things happen its okay to be upset and to cry but its not okay to let it change u and ur life...........

Grab the chance to live......

2009-07-27T05:08:00.000-07:00

There is no day but today to love,
there is no day but today to accept,
there is no day but today to listen,
there is no day but today to live.........

MY INTRODUCTION..........

2009-07-27T04:18:00.000-07:00

hmmmmmm........lemme strt wid my intro......
hiiiii........frnds...iam ambika.....i hv jst passed my horrible 12th n m damn excited abt entering into collg.......dats y i am waiting fr my collg to strt............
I love making frnds........n hv gt sum f my bestest frnds.......lyk chinmayee,sakshi,kanak n sunakshi......my best frnd.....life widout her is impossible.......though sumtyms......v nt able to chat n awl......bt still v knw each othr betta dan ne1........
my hobbies r f long list bt i wld tell u d 1 i love a lot dose r.......basket ball,dance.............
i hope dis much betta in d strtin u will gt to knw more.......as d tym passes..... :)